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Saturday, March 23, 2013

finish dreaming, life goes on~

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

random

human are such complex biology, might be more to psychology, but its still super no logic. alright, dont talk about others, let me try to understand myself first. i remember i never listen to songs, then i started with those epic rap songs by jc, after that i go crazy for jpop for a few years, and wtf go insane for kpop, and these flames go low low low... to fish leong~ ballad~ how can the genre change so dramatically?!?! last time, i aint into sports at all, then i started badminton, then go crazy for basketball, its like my youth 14-17 4 golden years, 12pm hot sun 42 degree, raining heavily sky as dark as 12am, 5am, 1pm, 4pm, 9pm, even til 12am, as long as there is a ball and a hoop, i will play. i remember i hate music so much, cos last time the piano teacher duno teach la (its definitely my fault), then i started by remembering a song by notes, then can randomly cover for any shit songs, and i even bought a guitar now, shit me for hating music so long. i remember last time i watch cartoon, dexter? power puff? ed edd eddy? then go coocoo for anime~ bleach naruto 1piece fairy tales apa pun watch. ah then lai liao hk drama, fuuuaa hot!! now, korea drama and taiwan drama also watching. last time we dont gather, then we started to go singk movie and stuff, now every week also mamak. well, these are all still logic, here comes the not so logic part. for me, i cant hate a person, u may burn my hse, slice me half, steal my gf, dafaq i just duno how to hate you. but hell, its so easy to fall for a person. u will fall no matter wat age you are, 12? 20? no diff, no matter how old she is, same age? younger? older? no diff, u will still fall for her, no matter wat ouside she hav, fat? short? ugly? not a factor at all, and you will still fall no matter wat inside she have, stupid? crazy? well, you dont fck because, you fell~ you dont tell me wat wat lj hormones wat wat cb brain i have, i dont care, blood vessels are not wires, u cant just V = iR, no sense. is it only me? cos i fell for someone so easily. i myself love surprises, but people around are just too dull. surprise doesnt need to be big, small unexpected are just fine. you see people bored sitting beside you, plug 1 of your earphone and suck it into his ear. you see the person spacing out, whack his ass. you are bored, and you know he is bored too, just press his doorbell first, think what to do after. may not be that surprising, but try that on me, i will be like, wtf?! yea somethn like that. when i fell for someone, i dont think of what surprises i ll get, i am thinking, what to give her, cos i dont have the balls to say i love you, that is for sure, this guy(me) suck right? so, i would do something stupid, well, its actually work cos the relationship got a lot closer, but mostly, gao xia gao xia, jiu friend liao lo, either you friendzone me (happens everywhere) or i friendzone you (dreaming). so if i conclude saying i love you will either make a girlfriend or lost a girl-friend, is the statement correct? if its that way, i aint getting a gf forever, cos some round shape object isnt there for me. if the girl confess(just if), very paiseh... dare nt accept... tips a little la~ oh no, u have to tip a lot cos i am stupid. so where was i... oh yea, i can fall for a person easily, fall for 6 years ada, fall for 6 days pun ada, well since i nvr confess at all, screw it. girls, be happy, cos i nvr confess to you~ of cos i ada pakai cermin setiap hari, i sendiri pun tau, muka takda, body takda, duit tak banyak, otak tak pandai, open mouth then zha people, talk crap no talk fact, 2moro exam 2day start drama 1st episode, lagi cakap i lagi sad, so i decided to jump into my bed, and slpt.

Saturday, March 2, 2013

weekEND

well, there goes the golden 72 hours, dissapointed? actually, no, but sad. well u cant group sad and dissapointed together, cos it aint gonna happen anyway, so u are expecting something out of nothing, more or less i know its impossible, so i dont feel that dissaponted, BUT SAD? YEA? IT DIDNT HAPPEN. so when u r down, u dont feel like eating, u dun feel like playing, you dont feel like watching the last episode of the latest drama, you dont feel like touching the basketball you loved most, you dont even wana open garena plus, tetris u will mix up the shapes, diamond dash mix up all the colours, even watching porn u will mix up the genders. well, never had a girlfriend before, but u cant say i am dry, i just left the cage after 6 years trapped in a story, well i admit i was a bad writer, my story started bad, ended worse, since i was the writer, i apologise to the characters inside. eventhough its bad, but i was at least a writer, so at least u can say i am experienced, but dafaq, my wall was destroy in just a few hours. i always wanted to have first sight love, no matter what race(except some), age, as long as u r a girl, i can accept you. i dont need big boobs, for god sake remind me of the dictator(movie); i dont need a very pretty face, since there wont be a girl that will be prettier than fany; i dont need special, u dont need to be very good in studies, or music, or sports, or any other talents, because i have neither one as well. i looked in to the mirror everyday, of cos i know, i have nothing, empty inside, empty outside, so i will never be picky about my other half, the girl you wan to look always is different than the one u wana be wif always. when u see other people broke up, u will always be able to find words to consult them, the guy isnt worth you crying, the girl aint pretty at all, love isnt everything in your life, of fck cos i know all this, its just that, when it happen to yourself, all the resistors were simplify by Thevenin, and the voltage was jus 1V, made it easy for the currect to enter, juz 1 way, all the way in, and there goes, POOP! the bulb just cant take it~ well, she did nothing, it just happen like in 1U, someone walk pass you and gently touched you, current still go through since electrons were already charged, yes, the electrons dont need to do anything, they just need to meet each other, and that day, we met. {You dont know me, i dont know you, i was new, u reach out for me, u taught me everything u knew, u talked to me like a friend, u kept somethn frm me and i try my best not to ask, our gap were too wide, but i dont care, its just that the time was not enough, for me to share...} (p/s: its not lyrics, no copyright) its 3 days of heaven and 3 months of hell, days without you described as hell tidak melampau langsung, but i will never regret my decision not quitting this job that aint suitable for me, ur timetable, ur drawer, ur room, for now is mine, this period, i will see the world u see, i will do the things you do, we will share the same thought, so the next time i see you, i dont need another account, because i registered, and we synchronized

Friday, March 1, 2013

emo song

HEI i just met you!! and this is crazy @@ i took your number, and lost it ady , FUXK

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