22/1

今早我起来尿尿，看见隔壁房，等开着。是TM 5am，不是开玩笑。他突然走出来，我赞他勤劳，他说他有考试。我回房，坐着，看回自己，是我太轻松了吗？我自己也有4，5个assgn deadline，又不是考很好，我有什么资格轻松！但是我还真没有点点想温书的心.... 又没动力，又没兴趣，你问我为什么选这科，我告诉你我每天都在后悔.... 我看见自己室友，因上学期GG了两科，Ptptn这Sem不付，爸妈从Epf都要硬硬挤钱给他，他也打死不放弃EE，因为他爱电子，我其实是非常敬佩的... 但他每天都得花几个钟应付两个女生，不用怀疑，是两条船；每天都不温书，煲剧比我凶；上课一半出去讲电话，不回来那一种... 如此典范在我身边，我怎么会想读呢... 我讲真很7想Unfriend他，但他除了不读书之外，就没不好的地方了... dilemma... 眼看身边的华人朋友，上课再闷都目不转睛... 我却在打Blog... 我室友？他在房间睡觉... 我唯一一个优点就是够淡定，够随便，但现在看回，这个淡定以后会不会害死我... 读书啊！！！剩两个礼拜罢了！！！等下，看完anime先吧....

2/1

Happy new year... well its a little late, who cares. 31/12 is the day whr normally ppl go dpc countdown, i remember every yr i will go chau place, walk to dpc, watch the mercun, then slp at his house. Actually, watching mercun, is boring, very boring, for me, i dont enjoy it, somemore with all the people there, annoying (宅男特色, gg dont want admit also canot liao) I remember i will always get sick after staying at chau house, 1 thing is his room is small, but he ask 8 guys to slp together, u know i would rather slp on the stairs than go pek wif them.

Then the night no one will wana slp, no matter how many times aunty come screw us, his sister go complain to papa, kita tak bagi 1 tahi langsung :D then someone discover this game, a combination of push ups + poker, we dont raise money, 伤感情 (not much left though), we raise the number of pumps we do. after a few Hundreds, finally someone is tired, so we can try to slp.



BUT those bastard will talk, talk, man talks, boy talks, girls talk (聊心事), how is ur siang rui, every fckin year. I have the habit of slpin early, u know like 10pm, 11pm, and they can talk til 4am, 0.0... and the next day, we got sick.


I remember last year, was the last year i do it, but i didnt go for the mercun, i sit in the k-room, keep singing til everyone come bck, then eat, the go back sing again. Even the girl (his relative) diam diam one, ignite sia also start singing liao, cos of how thick face + dont wan face style of singing. It was all good til they come back. Well chau just dont like to sing k, i think. So he would close it and ask us to ply stupid things with him, cards, chess, bb-gun shoot through paper (ok thats new, now i know how bored u are), whole night wasted, i would rather lose my voice, so diff our characteristic, interests and everything, its amazing how could we be friends for 15 years, and 13 of them r in the same school.

This year, i came back home, and my sis was goin to his house (our sis are friends too), she ask me to fetch,
i tell her: "my dear sis, ur bro is not at home, understand??"
sis: "huh?"
me: "我不在家，UNDERSTAND?"
sis: (Y)
when she come back, she tell me,
sis: "ppl ask me why u no come, i say u still at uni gt things to do, 厉害 leh??"
(有生之年第一次觉得自己亲妹妹好霖可爱)






1 yr can chg so many things, there r more, alot more things that had change, the person that i used to love, the things that i love to do, the song that i love to listen, even the underwear that i love to wear also canot fit liao (肥了，我会检讨，不用多心). I got to know myself more, exploit myself more, see how bad is myself, how good... nah nothing good, its getting clear when u r getting old, things that stay the same, they look the same, they are still the same, but how u see it, how u feel it, 昔日已非，差异决然.

 Though there is 1 thing that remains the same....