2/6

I love to chat, no matter its fb or whatsapp, no matter is talk shit or talk hair, i enjoy chatting. But then, i hate to answer this question, "whn ur class start?" I hate the fact that my class started ytd, so when ppl ask me i dont really feel like answering, unless they hav a perfectly good reason to ask, which i dont think they hav i finally choose to ignore. U wan jio me out gime the damn date and time, most dulan ppl ask me free or nt, i free or nt depends on who you are. Chau jio? never free, U jio, i ll think bout it, Girl jio, always free.(doesnt happen too often TT) Dont wan jio jiu dun leme noe, i will pretend i duno mah, guys also ask question like sissy, xblh pakai, RECYCLE BAH! I tell u i gt class nan dao u jiu dun jio me meh, depends on who u r 小弟半夜从校舍飞回来陪你, mayb it sounds ridiculous to u, but why nt? 你请，我愿啊! Mayb u juz wan a cup of tea, it doesnt nid to be major stuffs like birthdays or farewells, 小弟还是非常愿意从校舍飞回来陪你喝那杯死人茶!! Or mayb ytd my mood very bad, u noe la gt jam whn drive, and everyday timetable 8-6 wif 5 hrs break in the middle, thn 8am class teacher ffk, all the old friends diff sections, 30pg intern report haven type, haven manage to get a room in uni yet AND SO ON. But like i say, its always who u are, it doesnt matter what im going thru, or whn my class start, not a damn problem nigga, 因为，是你.

27/5

After working almost 3 months, i realize an engineer, has no life, at all. Our company build machine to manufacture automation parts, so this shit must be able to mass produce somethn at the end of the day, so its 1 very important project that cost 20-30M, cant possibly screw it. The project engineers and design engineer, when no project jiu 准时到，准时回；whn project like this kind of magnitude, 不管你几点到，你就是不能早回. Yea this project is big or whatever, but the ordered part belum arrived yet, wat u wan us to do? 没东西做都不能回 meh..? thats the thing, the manager jiu shi bu syok u can bck home early, u nth to do?? he die die also find u things to do, for my case, throw rubbish 😤😤!! nt important, but my engineers hav to do kuli work, even the design engineer hav to hlp speeding up the process, design finish liao dou canot bck home, diao, do 2 engineer work, OT mana ada? Yes engineers hav no OT, fck this shit x2. 货没有，钱没有，who wana OT?!?! 前世欠鸟你啊!!! 

Ytd, they were so stress then suddenly they start joking during lunch time, jom sing k. Thn someone say, yap belanja, diu lo night sing wan me belanja sot liao. But then they took care of me so much (everyone except the fck up manager), cheak sia dompet the new yr $$ haven use yet, suddenly sot liao, JIU TONIGHT. They all stun liao 1 sec, then str say ON, so there comes this long night. This whole day was quite free, the ang moh frm some duno wat company come see product, boss nid wipe their shoe so no kacau us, then project beside is done, so extra 3-5 people come help, 小弟吃蛇没人得空鸟.... But, 30 mins before 6pm, that stupid metal arrive... Its 1 of my dao gors thing, have to help him do, do sia do sia do dao 6.30, gt design problem, bla bla angle wat so ever damn problem the shit canot fit in, so the manage come and stress, me and my dai gor faz faz zao lou 😄😄 best worker award. 

The other 3 dai gor is alrdy waiting outside, engineer is so selfish HAHA then we go eat, duno wan eat wat in malay area, so we went to... mcd... Dai gor 1 over work stress, dai gor 2 design problem stress, dai gor 3 kena scold by boss stress, dai gor 4 broke his hp screen stress, 看来唱K不请我就真的太不会做人鸟... go counter, let us see price, 28 x 5, some say dont wan i pay, but my own supervisor actually convince them... =.= damn him. Then the cashier say make member card gt discount, everyone say yea, another 40 gone... then duno what the cashier say in the end only 140, 3 hrs, 8pm, bottomless drink, dai dao lan, but 为何小弟我还是不禁有上了车的感觉... 

Mad fellos, shouting stress out non stop, my supervisor sing new cina song, 唱功 3 times better than me, and he is 40 yrs old, a-ma-fckin-zing, 相逢恨晚啊! sing wif diff people song also very diff, half of the day just sitting down listening to some very new/very old song... and yuan lai when sing li kai di qiu biao mian, sing dao stand up, jump sofa, throw shoe, is all very normal act, sry pik for 用异类的眼睛 judge u HAHAHA whn go home we saw a student promotion rm10, YES IS RM10 my eye no see wrong, WTF is wrong wif this shit, why nvr hear people say one, stupid website dou no show, tmd rm10 1pm-7pm i will go everyday after class, i think is 6hr rm10, no shit joke this is!! 

Well in the end i reach home at 1pm, and woke up after 5hr slp... gg hav to snake somewhr liao, lets find a hole to slp under the damn machine :D

15/5

Watch a lot of kdrama since last month (mayb a lot for me), I finally finish my 3rd drama yesterday 2am (😭😭now tired like hell). I watched kill me heal me, ghost, then the heirs. From physco to crime investigation, then the heirs. I duno wat genre is the heirs.... i know what i watched, and i dont know what i watched, its love i guess... if i draw a relationship tree, its gonna be so complicated til my eyes go @@ main charac lee min ho hav a fiancee, whose mother is a president of bla bla, then gonna married another president, his son is kim woo bin, enemy of main character become future stepbrother of his fiancee. Then main charac father is another president, his secretary is the fiancee de mum de ex, then his son had a gf which is main character de ex, and a best friend (main charac, park shin hye). then main character hav a bro that like a girl which is a tutor of main character best friend + senior, which eventually fall in love wif main character fiancee cos main charac fall in love wif park shin hye (standard), eventually the girl that his bro like became teacher for every rich kid mention above and the rich papa/mama are shareholders of the same company. Then park sh mama is lee mh mama maid, main charac mama is a 小三, and the  正宫 is the schools principle for rich kids. 小弟也不大明白我所说的废话，不过不打出来会有压郁症，现在舒服多了. >.<>.< :D

3/5

Everyday see people kill 20, 30, 40, but me myself is not a good farmer so i never actually had the chance to kill a lot, but today, wif a great team, and some taufu opponents, my days finally arrived TT

I cant actually post it anywhr except here, its nth to brag of, cos everyone will say yao can do, anyone can do.


Well to me is yao last time canot do, now can do. Of cos its not 100% my skills, i have helps here and then but still, i have to thank the stunners and those idiots frm the other side that just wana carry. I ll hav good dreams for the nxt week. finally, after yrs of nightmares.

13/4

I have a pinky, make it 2. For some reason, both of them hate bending very much. When the other fingers are straight, i have no ctrl of the pinky at all, it will only curve when others curve, but sometimes, it still choose to stay straight.

I am aware of this fact since day 1, when i am playing games, holding mouse, plyin piano, and ***** in toilet, i do realize the pinky is not quite obedient. But it doesnt post much problem to me for the past 21 yrs so i never actually give a shit.

BUT TODAY, i am asked to do a simple yet not so simple job, tidy up the wires by covering it. . 

Its a EE box, full with wires. :D





Covering is easy, as long as ppl cant see from the outside, inside how you 左塞右塞，硬塞硬塞，再撈亂骨頭 dou no prob, its a bit leceh but i can handle this much.





 So what is not easy?
THE AC IS FREEKING ON.


So you should be able to guess the story, i climb up a chair, put the cover in, But then got 1 wire came out, so i use my hand to push it in,

Suppose the 1st row(abit red one and gt hole) is 240V (1 hit KO), and the 2 white biji below is taking in 489V (critical kill) from the "anthena" above (which provide voltage for every (10) ee boxes having duno how many V to burn my ass upside down). So for the 1st row, the red thing is the cover, the hole inside is the screw(directly touching the wire), so if my finger ter-put inside means...

So what happen is when i push the wire in, i make sure (100% sure) i avoid the whole thing, BUT my pinky somehow is... out, so it ter-touch the outside(red cover) and i was hit 24V (LUCKY SHIT) in 1sc... I was on the floor stunning for 5 mins, best experience in life, why drink smoke and drugs when u can be hitted with 24V free anytime by just touching the damn ee box? peace :D

8/4

I made a new friend call sia. He is master in mech engineering frm northingham in just the age of 23. You would think that he is some kind of genius or what BUT in frnt of me he is just-a-human :D since he is the youngest engineer there our friendship grow so much that we have like a 4-yrs friendship but we just met 4 weeks ago. So he tell me, there is a girl he like. I say u dont talk so much, fast fast confess, or else... i didnt really finish my sentence, so lets just leave that hanging. But sia is so selfish, dont even wana let me see his target punya picture (i know, he is just shy).

So for the past few days i have been brainwashing him to confess, using some k-drama, past experience, bullshits... He is a very bad talker, he talk so soft... as soft as zq, and he is as quiet as hung, and he speak like jh (str to the point without any bullshits). So yea, very bad in talking.. so after a few days discussion (i am so 8gua) he decide to jio her out during labors day (fri) so there is sat and sun to not give her extra reason to reject, somemore its 3 weeks be4 appointment, yea :D And he say they only met a few times, i say 距離不是問題, i meant how much they know each other, but he say 距離就是問題, she lives in Johor, gg. I didnt discourage him at all, i say i would drive him down johor is he got enough balls to buy her flower, i got enough seeing anymore love go lost by distance, buried over time and forgotten in the end.

Even after all the words i give him, i am just all talk, u think i am able to confess to the girl i like now? That idea wont even cross my head, and here i am acting like a 情聖 reading out my 聖經, forcing people to accept my ideals. wat if people is satisfy with his current relationship? what if the girl unfriend him after he confess? what if he suicide after he got rejected? I feel so irresponsible now, the older you got, your brain start thinking in another angle which somehow rotated a few thousand degree and mess up all the wires inside. I used to hate what im studying, uni makes me believe that 感情是可以培養的, i was expecting a 一見鍾情 for years and now everything changed. Thats why i tell him, you dont do it now, few more years ltr you wont remember why you love (her), and you lagi wont try to love (her) anymore. He say I am the only friend asking him to confess, all his friends ask him to wait the girl come KL to play, i shoot him:她TM帶男友來liao啦，分分鐘是老公，牽埋兒子叫你叔叔，看你那時還告個屁!

My SJKC was a very closed life, guys dont even talk to girls, everyone speak cina and split to gangs, 河水不犯井水. then til college i realize not talking to other people will cause you "death", cos you lost gang, alone, and dont possess any information. And after learning all those interactive stuff, come up to uni, even this company, is just like my SJKC, cina dont talk with each other much, split gang, guys dont talk to girls (AT ALL), malays stick with each other (majority), no other races here... I am most probably the best english speaker in the company, i feel ashamed... Come here no matter how hard you dont have chance to talk with any girls (engineering + diff department + cina babi style, see friends only talk), if my working life is like this, i am pretty sure i will end up a monk, 真是前途無量... i am gonna do sales.... imma hook customers :D

24/3

Come out only know all these things, nt everyone likes clever people, nt everyone is honest, nt everyone is friendly. So stressful, u will hav to act like u r stupid, pretend to be honest and in the same time sound friendly, or else 1 mistake will send u to hell. Of cos there r pure good will people out there that can be a friend, but others are colleague, boss, staffs and strangers, being stephen chow is a must in daily life. I duno will acting stupid now still helps, but i ll keep my mouth shut for the next 10 weeks, masuk kerja keluar, and you guys wont even remember the day i came in and ciao. BLEK! 

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