记得很多很多年前，有人问过我，假如钟欣潼愿意嫁你，你会娶她吗？我很坚决地说No，因为那个事件，让我觉得她很脏。现在想回，自己很幼稚；每天都想干别的女生，但被人干过的女生却心存偏见。
有人告诉过我，找女朋友不要找太单纯的。我说单纯好，容易解决 😎😎😎 可能她堕过胎告诉你很爱前男友，思想单纯啊。我这个时候又想，假如我女友真堕过胎，我还会要她吗？
我的答案是，会。不能因为性而拒绝爱，这是很白痴的行为。性是男女之间的事，爱是我和你之间的事，和任何女生都可以搞起来，但就只爱一个女生。这样分的话，男生不就是禽兽不如吗？爱着你，但与别的女生发生关系，还理直气壮地说爱着你。女生？和别的男人做过，就肮脏，发娇，不要脸。
看来两个人的关系，爱应该是其次，信任才是最重要的。我要相信你不会再和前男友搞上，你也要相信我不会搞上别人。把性和爱分开只是一个看法，其实性和爱其实是一起的，应该不会去搞一个你不喜欢的人吧。
再换个角度看，有些“聪明”的女生，会用些保护自己的理由，拒绝与男友做。当然，这样做是没错的，第一次要留给老公，不是要生孩子干嘛要做，等等。这个，不是因为不相信男友会负责吗？性是促进两性关系的一个行为，而且，结婚后才知道老公的Ahem不Work，你那个时候才来呱呱叫？
不过这也可能是我拿来掩饰与说服女友的一些歪理，有些情侣不做也很好感情啊？有很多女生都处女到结婚啊？那我以后会不会上女友？应该是问，该不该上？我的答案是，想上，不过她不给，我也不勉强，这是我给她的尊重。难道我真的会处男到结婚吗？Haizz，不懂是好事还是坏事... 真矛盾..
Wednesday, October 19, 2016
Saturday, September 10, 2016
11/9
After finishing Love020, the feeling of emptiness for sapuing a drama in few days merangkumi kelapa aku. 哥的空虚，你他妈明白吗? finish mai the few episode of anime, kdrama and kvariety shows, again, looking at the pc, 竟他妈发现我真的没事做... (pls dun ask me study, it was nvr an option) look at my phone, so many notification, all about coc and cr, 看来我的朋友们拜六都他妈不得空吊我...
tis moment i almost forgot about my 1 and only computer game that im still active in, dota2. So i on, ply, ply, ply, and i cant believe the more i ply, the more empty i feel. 打dota是不会闷的, 不过一个人打，一点瘾都没有。And i decide to go ply bball, at 4pm, been a while since i come out so early when the sun is still kissing my dark skin~~ 幸好篮球没有出卖我，永远都是我解压过时间的top3 活动.
So now, 1 long lonely night, apa macam? 又是个寂寞的夜晚，但哥连咸片都没心情看，感觉会更空虚。哥有多空虚，哥就开着钢琴，打着一段自己也不知道叫什么的minor chord, 右手轮流按着Eb, Bb, G，30分钟.........
奶奶的竟然没事做，没东西玩，追着的几套也刷新了，那只好，打ringkasan吧...
Dramas：
W- Two worlds, 漫画与现实交叉的世界，一个差不多隔两集就得进一次医院的男主角，和一个整出戏都awkward表情的女主角，和一个为了不狗血而拼命弄到错综复杂的剧本，哥已在第5集完全放弃剧情，只想看完它...
Uncontrollable Fond, 在前天终于结局，让我掉了几滴眼泪，最后还是这种狗血的剧情够传统地吸引观众。男主是私生子，爸爸是大律师，从小到大拼命读书想当律师的他，但一天女友爸爸竟然被女二撞飞，女二爸爸贿赂男主爸爸从中解决问题，女主知道后很beh song，收集了证据，想告律师。男主知道后，开摩托抢她包包，男二，who is 男主的同父异母，在后面顺手开车Bang女主。男主放弃做律师，但太帅做了大明星，然后somehow看医生说有绝症，剩一年命；男二每天以邻家哥哥身份照顾女主，女二是该嫁男二的，so.... 狗血吗？我喜欢啊，吹我啦。
Scarlet heart ryeo, 没看步步惊心，不知原版是怎样，不过这部春宫剧，女生看应该爽到不会叫。一个穿越时光的傻女子，对上一堆王子，和一个不爽她的公主（女神啊！），还是可以看下去的，才第五，啥都还没发生，多少也还是个古代笑片。
Love in the moonlight, my favourite among all of them. Well，是狗血了一点，女扮男装不小心进宫当太监，男主是王子，男二是首相儿子，男二一次搂腰即刻知道他是女人，卧槽神技；男主现在应该…在怀疑自己是Gay吧... 不惜抗旨护太监... 不过宫廷争斗还真的不能变到哪里去... Well 是期待她穿帮后，等她穿女装才有戏看的 🤗🤗🤗
微微一笑很倾城，薇薇好漂亮好可爱❤️ 整出戏就在谈恋爱，一个无告白，无budget，无情敌，无难关，一路顺风，风雨无阻的爱情片：早知今日如此爱你，我当年一定对你一见钟情 --- By 大神
Anime：
Dragon ball super, 延续童年，只是为了满足好奇心…
Re:Zero, 男主角去了幻想世界，一直遇难，但死了会回到原点，一直体验不同的东西，erm... 是EU刑警吗.... 只是一个跳电，另一个要死...
Aldenarin in the sky, 策略型战争，有点科幻的设定，是这季我的最爱
Sousei Onmyoji, 非常一般的阴阳师战斗型，是可以看的...
One Piece & Naruto, 几百集的东西就不用多说咯...
Variety Shows
Weekly idol, 具体是怎样还是自己谷歌吧... OMG this week guest is red velvet 💙💙💙💙
Running man, no description needed
Girls Spirit, 12组不太出名的女团派出Main Vocal来挑战，分两组，每个礼拜选最高票的3首出迷你唱片，让小弟又深厚地了解Kpop了... 看来连华语日本歌都要放弃了... 每次看了都有无比的满足感，好歌，好舞，又有美女😍😍，然后看完又回到空虚的夜晚....
We Got Married, no description needed as well
好像看很多东西酱，可是竟然要pekcek到打Blog，是多么可悲的事 TT
tis moment i almost forgot about my 1 and only computer game that im still active in, dota2. So i on, ply, ply, ply, and i cant believe the more i ply, the more empty i feel. 打dota是不会闷的, 不过一个人打，一点瘾都没有。And i decide to go ply bball, at 4pm, been a while since i come out so early when the sun is still kissing my dark skin~~ 幸好篮球没有出卖我，永远都是我解压过时间的top3 活动.
So now, 1 long lonely night, apa macam? 又是个寂寞的夜晚，但哥连咸片都没心情看，感觉会更空虚。哥有多空虚，哥就开着钢琴，打着一段自己也不知道叫什么的minor chord, 右手轮流按着Eb, Bb, G，30分钟.........
奶奶的竟然没事做，没东西玩，追着的几套也刷新了，那只好，打ringkasan吧...
Dramas：
W- Two worlds, 漫画与现实交叉的世界，一个差不多隔两集就得进一次医院的男主角，和一个整出戏都awkward表情的女主角，和一个为了不狗血而拼命弄到错综复杂的剧本，哥已在第5集完全放弃剧情，只想看完它...
Uncontrollable Fond, 在前天终于结局，让我掉了几滴眼泪，最后还是这种狗血的剧情够传统地吸引观众。男主是私生子，爸爸是大律师，从小到大拼命读书想当律师的他，但一天女友爸爸竟然被女二撞飞，女二爸爸贿赂男主爸爸从中解决问题，女主知道后很beh song，收集了证据，想告律师。男主知道后，开摩托抢她包包，男二，who is 男主的同父异母，在后面顺手开车Bang女主。男主放弃做律师，但太帅做了大明星，然后somehow看医生说有绝症，剩一年命；男二每天以邻家哥哥身份照顾女主，女二是该嫁男二的，so.... 狗血吗？我喜欢啊，吹我啦。
Scarlet heart ryeo, 没看步步惊心，不知原版是怎样，不过这部春宫剧，女生看应该爽到不会叫。一个穿越时光的傻女子，对上一堆王子，和一个不爽她的公主（女神啊！），还是可以看下去的，才第五，啥都还没发生，多少也还是个古代笑片。
Love in the moonlight, my favourite among all of them. Well，是狗血了一点，女扮男装不小心进宫当太监，男主是王子，男二是首相儿子，男二一次搂腰即刻知道他是女人，卧槽神技；男主现在应该…在怀疑自己是Gay吧... 不惜抗旨护太监... 不过宫廷争斗还真的不能变到哪里去... Well 是期待她穿帮后，等她穿女装才有戏看的 🤗🤗🤗
微微一笑很倾城，薇薇好漂亮好可爱❤️ 整出戏就在谈恋爱，一个无告白，无budget，无情敌，无难关，一路顺风，风雨无阻的爱情片：早知今日如此爱你，我当年一定对你一见钟情 --- By 大神
Anime：
Dragon ball super, 延续童年，只是为了满足好奇心…
Re:Zero, 男主角去了幻想世界，一直遇难，但死了会回到原点，一直体验不同的东西，erm... 是EU刑警吗.... 只是一个跳电，另一个要死...
Aldenarin in the sky, 策略型战争，有点科幻的设定，是这季我的最爱
Sousei Onmyoji, 非常一般的阴阳师战斗型，是可以看的...
One Piece & Naruto, 几百集的东西就不用多说咯...
Variety Shows
Weekly idol, 具体是怎样还是自己谷歌吧... OMG this week guest is red velvet 💙💙💙💙
Running man, no description needed
Girls Spirit, 12组不太出名的女团派出Main Vocal来挑战，分两组，每个礼拜选最高票的3首出迷你唱片，让小弟又深厚地了解Kpop了... 看来连华语日本歌都要放弃了... 每次看了都有无比的满足感，好歌，好舞，又有美女😍😍，然后看完又回到空虚的夜晚....
We Got Married, no description needed as well
好像看很多东西酱，可是竟然要pekcek到打Blog，是多么可悲的事 TT
Thursday, September 8, 2016
9/9
微微一笑很倾城，其中我听过一个最奇怪的戏名，但因为FB一直有人share这部剧的点滴，直到我看见一个神一般的回话，我忍不住去看了。
“除了夫人的美色，我不接受任何其他的贿赂”
哥不说杨洋，不然会被讲Gay，不过装酷可以酷到这个等级，不知这是神一般的演技，还是本人就是神。80%的无表情，神一般的撩妹对话，加上动作，赢了。
哥现在用2倍的份量说女神郑爽。本人已经是高挑，还要瘦到feel不到腰，大眼睛，长头发，尖下巴，瓜子脸，俏鼻子，（讲到这里，大家都猜到她去过韩国了吧... 不过哥不care)。单凭她的五官和身材，哥的口水已经滴出条河来了…… 角色的设定更是完美，超高等级的实力派online gamer，computer science top student，一个电脑自己凑，凑完就打机，不禁让我想起zihan哥.... 一个读电脑，玩onlinegame 的女生，这个如此不科学，不逻辑，不道德的角色创造，简直就是在给全天下的电脑+工程系假希望。虽然男的角色更加不科学，but i dont care, not my concern.
整部戏看着郑爽80%被动的受，女生会爱上杨洋的撩妹，把自己幻想成被壁咚，椅咚，床咚，地咚的那个。那男生怎么会看？不会是看杨洋耍帅吧？我呢，就是看女主的反应，对话，神情，让男生就那么一点点想再瞪那可爱的脸久一点。
这是第一部完全不狗血的爱情剧，没有父母的反对，没有什么远近距离，没有门当户对的问题，没有情敌的问题(有的，完全不是对手罢了），没有撞车癌症什么的，也没有什么害羞的问题(好像不表白那种的），要像萧大神一样把妹的话，他教了男士们，只要你有他的样貌，身材，钱财，才华，要大胆追系花？没问题，or else better get lost... 单看这个不科学的剧就深深地影响了我对浪漫的定义，得多多学习..... 总之就是一部看到我10十根手指都cringe起来的爱情剧，太阳的后裔都不够他虐心 😇😇
Saturday, August 20, 2016
21/8
Another day of a bad lame basketball match, on 12am. After supper, come to shoot ABC (turtle) wif my lim lim and hung hung, tot it would be empty when we saw a gang of people playing at the other side of the court. As a very experience player, I foresee that they will ask for a 3v3 match, and i eagerly bring out my shoe to prepare.
果然不出哥所料, 1 of the player ask for a game after almost 1hr of shooting turtle, i am alrdy super warmed up =.= high chance their other friends are tired (of cos, 1 hr dude), we were juz shooting ABC so is totally fine, lets game on. they hav 3 player, i would call them fat green, short black and tall 12 (shirt + size).
As a very experience player again, I can sense that 12 is their core player (cos he is wearing jersey 12, duh), so i voluntarily take him on during defense. I leave fat green to lim, well not because they are both fat... (maybe), cos short black looks fast, hung hung should take him on.
As a very experience player x3, strategy planning is very important beforehand. I leave lim to do the shooting, not because he is short...(maybe) but because he wearing slipper. I ask hung to mark on pendek, and i act pro take mr 12 hahaha
As a very experience player x4, after 3 turns of analysis, I had finish analyzing the gameplay and skills for each player, For our team mate, lim gor, missed 4 shots in a row, all send back to the enemy; for hung hung, engine not started yet, only walking around, I am still going slow as a friendly sign. For the opposite team, tall 12 is a shooter, and a very confident one (just like my friend lim); pendek as suspected, fast and high jumps, but clumsy in shooting and ball handling, no offensive skills; fat fat, keep trying to bang lim chee away and score for a layup.
As a very experience player x5, I am very disappointed with the game. 12 should be trying to confront me, but instead he juz shoot in frnt of my face... at first he keep missing, but after that the 9 points comeback and they are in the game point. Lim start scoring, but not enof to neutral back his misses. Hung still... u noe, chilling...
As a very experience player x6, I am very annoyed with the 2 times foul call by tall 12. He insisted that I traveled (walk more than 2 step after the ball stop bouncing on ur hand, or called walking). The first time i didnt notice, cos i did wat i do every time, for the past 7 yrs, since he call a foul, i admit, doesnt matter. The second time, he called again, i was like, WTF?
I look at him, ask him, got meh?
he say: yea.
I try again: But my first step goes wif a bounce.. (so the step is cancelled, and follow up by 2 step ngam ngam)
He say: no it was very obvious, i heard 3 step...
Did he just fucking say he HEARD? wow wtf, telinga awak sugoi-ne?! I was like, wow wat the hell, i look at hung hung, he say he din saw, no one back me up... but all the 3 opponent stare at me, wah like that, ok lo....
As a very experience point guard style player, dribble is my specialty, literally my 1 and only weapon. But every time i try to drive in, "bro, u traveled" OK fine, FINE!
As a very experience player xN, having a plan B ready is always a must. So i switch role to center (Basically staying under basket/low post for supporting), and push my guard role to hung.
And the decisive events came:
---When lim smack people's specs onto the floor.
{Fundamentally it is not wrong, accident happens when 2 people trying to catch a loose ball, but fat green is now blinded :D} p/s bang lim lim and thats wat u get XD
---After smacking people, he start scoring even smoother
---Hung sudden 4 shot consecutive including 1 3-pointer
---I basically just watch frm inside, under the basket...
From 11-19, we wipe their ass til 21-19, keep them in still.
I was excited to play with strangers, but i was very very disappointed. Winning the game was not thrilling at all, it was a boring game. The whole game, opponent only have 2 plays, which is 12 shooting + fat fat layup, but after we, sry, LIM bang him, he became useless. Then when it reaches last ball, I started to get serious and stop 12 from making any easy shoots, and they really dont do anything to counter back. As a good tactician, a successful strategy makes me happy, but an opponent that does not fight back displeased me!!!!! cant believe I switch to plan B because of their unreasonable accuse for foul, on me, TWICE!!
If i really made mistake, i actually will give u the ball GLADLY, tapi aku sekarang hanya nk picit telinga u sampai senget @@ u dengar lagi step i, lain kali nk cuba tap dance je la. I felt stupid giving in to u, and after the match i felt stupid doubting myself, as a very experienced player, its like you are telling me 1 + 1 is not KIYOMI and everybody around agrees to it (tis is suppose to be a joke) Hope tmr wake up can forget bout tis, dont even remember the moment i won zz saddest game i played after weeks of resting TT
果然不出哥所料, 1 of the player ask for a game after almost 1hr of shooting turtle, i am alrdy super warmed up =.= high chance their other friends are tired (of cos, 1 hr dude), we were juz shooting ABC so is totally fine, lets game on. they hav 3 player, i would call them fat green, short black and tall 12 (shirt + size).
As a very experience player again, I can sense that 12 is their core player (cos he is wearing jersey 12, duh), so i voluntarily take him on during defense. I leave fat green to lim, well not because they are both fat... (maybe), cos short black looks fast, hung hung should take him on.
As a very experience player x3, strategy planning is very important beforehand. I leave lim to do the shooting, not because he is short...(maybe) but because he wearing slipper. I ask hung to mark on pendek, and i act pro take mr 12 hahaha
As a very experience player x4, after 3 turns of analysis, I had finish analyzing the gameplay and skills for each player, For our team mate, lim gor, missed 4 shots in a row, all send back to the enemy; for hung hung, engine not started yet, only walking around, I am still going slow as a friendly sign. For the opposite team, tall 12 is a shooter, and a very confident one (just like my friend lim); pendek as suspected, fast and high jumps, but clumsy in shooting and ball handling, no offensive skills; fat fat, keep trying to bang lim chee away and score for a layup.
As a very experience player x5, I am very disappointed with the game. 12 should be trying to confront me, but instead he juz shoot in frnt of my face... at first he keep missing, but after that the 9 points comeback and they are in the game point. Lim start scoring, but not enof to neutral back his misses. Hung still... u noe, chilling...
As a very experience player x6, I am very annoyed with the 2 times foul call by tall 12. He insisted that I traveled (walk more than 2 step after the ball stop bouncing on ur hand, or called walking). The first time i didnt notice, cos i did wat i do every time, for the past 7 yrs, since he call a foul, i admit, doesnt matter. The second time, he called again, i was like, WTF?
I look at him, ask him, got meh?
he say: yea.
I try again: But my first step goes wif a bounce.. (so the step is cancelled, and follow up by 2 step ngam ngam)
He say: no it was very obvious, i heard 3 step...
Did he just fucking say he HEARD? wow wtf, telinga awak sugoi-ne?! I was like, wow wat the hell, i look at hung hung, he say he din saw, no one back me up... but all the 3 opponent stare at me, wah like that, ok lo....
As a very experience point guard style player, dribble is my specialty, literally my 1 and only weapon. But every time i try to drive in, "bro, u traveled" OK fine, FINE!
As a very experience player xN, having a plan B ready is always a must. So i switch role to center (Basically staying under basket/low post for supporting), and push my guard role to hung.
And the decisive events came:
---When lim smack people's specs onto the floor.
{Fundamentally it is not wrong, accident happens when 2 people trying to catch a loose ball, but fat green is now blinded :D} p/s bang lim lim and thats wat u get XD
---After smacking people, he start scoring even smoother
---Hung sudden 4 shot consecutive including 1 3-pointer
---I basically just watch frm inside, under the basket...
From 11-19, we wipe their ass til 21-19, keep them in still.
I was excited to play with strangers, but i was very very disappointed. Winning the game was not thrilling at all, it was a boring game. The whole game, opponent only have 2 plays, which is 12 shooting + fat fat layup, but after we, sry, LIM bang him, he became useless. Then when it reaches last ball, I started to get serious and stop 12 from making any easy shoots, and they really dont do anything to counter back. As a good tactician, a successful strategy makes me happy, but an opponent that does not fight back displeased me!!!!! cant believe I switch to plan B because of their unreasonable accuse for foul, on me, TWICE!!
If i really made mistake, i actually will give u the ball GLADLY, tapi aku sekarang hanya nk picit telinga u sampai senget @@ u dengar lagi step i, lain kali nk cuba tap dance je la. I felt stupid giving in to u, and after the match i felt stupid doubting myself, as a very experienced player, its like you are telling me 1 + 1 is not KIYOMI and everybody around agrees to it (tis is suppose to be a joke) Hope tmr wake up can forget bout tis, dont even remember the moment i won zz saddest game i played after weeks of resting TT
Saturday, July 9, 2016
10/8
这么多年了，每个人应该有他自己拿手的东西；有些事一个人做的，有些事需要别帮的。大多数生活上东西都是自己一个人做的，只有少数需要到别人。那种聚会，游戏，运动，功课讨论什么的，都是Kacau到不能的事。
我很喜欢和别人一起做事，可以在同样的事上，遇到不一样的人。就像打仗一样，不用很厉害武功，华佗诸葛亮还不是人人抢着要？在一个Gang里，一定要有一个Boss；做么呢？因为就算你是Boss，强逼大家去唱K，都有本事Fail。明明已经成功了，但最后最预想不到人竟然拒绝。但是假如没有Boss，一切是空谈，可能没人会提起。
打篮球，有很多方法赢；就像一条大便有很多种颜色，形状，味道。我不是个个精，但我会我自己一套，可是和别人一起时，你自己那一套，人家会不会？能不能？跟不跟？站在别人立场看东西是一个非常伟大，重要，同时是个很笨的行为。明明可以有一个这么容易的方法进球，但你们就死死要站到远远射球，这时你可能就会发火，直接骂他，你很准吗？你不能传吗？要练射球去对面！但是，这是当一组只有一个笨蛋你才可以这样；假如4对4，3个都是“神”射手，你能怎样？叫他传，另一个人也是射不进；这时的我就会这样想，既然3个都不会跑传，那只好帮他们补篮，希望他们粒粒进。做么要做到这样？3个白痴，不如回家？做么要委屈自己玩到这样不开心？赢了也是他们3个开心，辛苦了你。
这就是现实，几年前开始就注意到的现象；不是每个人都会教你，但就算你愿意解释，也不是每个人愿意学。但是，你会的东西，就一定对吗？站外线射球，其实并没有错，只要你每3粒会进1粒，都算挺准，其他我帮你补，也算得上是一种战术。一定要玩跑传吗？跑到那么辛苦，传错失球，传到也未必进，跑的份量却多了一倍，虽然说是高级战术，不见得可以打败射手。假如人家用你觉得笨到不行的方法打败你，你会怎么想？那家伙就是站在那边，不管你怎样，球到他手，We are doomed。
当你熟一样东西，自然有自己的一套，看见别人用奇奇怪怪的方式做和你同样的东西，难免会偷笑。你会怪他们笨，学不精，但是假如他们的方法其实是Work的时候，你又会看回自己，这些年来坚持的一套，有错吗？不改变，会像Nokia一样被淘汰吗？但是现在的我用这一套做的好好的，有需要变吗？
有需要用到Teamwork的东西，往往没有正确的答案，只要结果满意，过程根本没人理你。但在这么多年，一直learn, develop, improve, change, communicate, analyse, copy, 你会发现你自己就算打了这么多年球，你还是很渺小的。坚持或改变，两者之间也没有对错，但有一样必须做的，就是接受。你可以不跟，但是你不可以否定别人，也不能只固执自己。当你做到什么都可以接受的Level时，突破就在指尖。
Thursday, July 7, 2016
8/7
Cant believe i wake up in tears dreaming of me spilling the soup after few hrs of lining up for a famous kari mee, wtf much more sad, stupid, and more regretful things had happened i also dun giv a shit, and i cry over fckin kari mee. Power of Kdrama, emotions are shared and felt through the stupid monitor. I never wanted to watch this drama, cos the name and thumbnail look stupid, "another miss oh".
This Kdrama is dumb. DK wife name OHY ditch him the day of marriage; after a year a guy name TJ is getting marry to a girl name OHY, so to get revenge DK made the guy bankrupt, and then oni find out the OHY are both different people.
First thing, how can this mistake happen? u dont even bother checking the person and cos of the name u go and boom ppl, kidding me.
But it completely hook me up, the whole drama successfully str my emotion up. OHY , because of her name (the other OHY is more pretty, smart, they same school, everytime kena compare), she at school kena bully, when ppl call her name, but they r nt finding her, her work was a mess as well, kena bully by supervisor, and 1 day boom fiancee break up wif her telling her "i hate the look of ur face when u eat" (actually he going to jail cos bankrupt). Total wreck, her life was a mess, she was gonna get marry, which is her only best thing in life, pitifully got screwed.
The nice thing to watch is how she handle all this stress. She nvr had consider suicide or killing someone else. She walks confidently to work even thou everyone laugh at her for cancelling marriage the day be4 it, she even cheat everyone telling them she is the one that cancel it, make her sound less embarassing. Goes aroung telling everyone i dump that guy cos he sucks, wearing heavy make up and killing high heels, going blind dates every few days, every night drink until fully wasted, then nxt day go to work like a boss agn. Doesnt matter who talk shit to her, she totally accept and ignore, but when no one is watching, how much tears, how much sadness in the eyes, My life is ruined, but i still have to go on. The mistake was stupid, but how it impact on the MC life, wow tis drama is one hell of a genius. 1 fckin mistake of 2 ppl life, turn in to a 20ep drama, of cos there are some side character, but it mainly revolve among the 2 OHY.
Sad when u r always compared to someone, cos of their excellence u ll always be neglected, always belittled, even after that ur life get screwed juz cos of ur fckin name. Haven finish the whole thing can feel the characters emotion dy, kidding me soup, kidding me.
Sunday, May 8, 2016
9/5
wan exam liao, every sem punya routine, when finals come, i suddenly will 才华洋溢，笔下生花，百感交集，every feel exp study feel will pop out. In order to ctrl myself, even no class, i went to uni, here gt no dota, no bball, no piano, actually clear out more time for me to study. And i use my weekend to sapu my current ongoing drama, which is 1 very very bad decision...
A drama that portrait love, family, friendship, and most importantly, youth, 热血是哥的生命. Reply 1988. I tried Reply 1997, it was nt good for me, i couldnt even finish ep1, those flashbacks, those settings, and 1 big culturalal shock when i see eunji 追星 til this crazy level, i was so speechless i just cant proceed... So automatically i didnt try Reply 1994, cos the summary looks boring af... why would i try reply 1988 then, just cos i was bored haha... i finished come bck mister, which is 1 amazing shit, and i scroll thru the website top drama, i notice 1988.
I splited 3 times to finish ep 1, cos its reli boring all the stupid intro, but then wat make me wana giv it 3 shots its because the first part, i saw 周润发 holding the dying 张国荣 in their television and 5 idiots staring it TV, then half way their mum call them bck to hav dinner, sounds just like the childhood i wanted, such close families and friends staying so close to each other, its 1 interesting element. Then the MC (main charac) family, papa love to buy useless thing, mama
always scold him waste money, then big sis and mc will always fight so loud til all neighbour can hear, the youngest bro always tio bully, for the unnie is a smart ass that went college and MC is an idiot that cant study, its 85% similar to my family, how could i nt cont 😂😂😂
After the 2nd ep, u wont be able to stop, cos this drama isnt like those other common drama tat hav those 狗血的情节，the love lines are so unexpected, the friendship and family bond are so well they fckin zha some water out of my eyes, the comedy is very 到位 as well, wif some very nice OST, ahh, ni ma so perfect. This drama has show more than 1 relationship, 姐妹情，长女与父亲无字的爱，姐弟恋，遗失的初恋，好兄弟，and more than 1 life, 天才，永远的打工族，忽然中马票的生活，为了单亲妈妈努力的生活，考试6次不及格的生活，after the intro, everything is so fresh, u cant expect wat is nxt, everyone is their own MC in this drama.
The one that reli make me sad is the guy that miss his final chance to confess, i feel like crying for him, no, i did cried, how can he fail to do wat he is suppose to do everytime, he had the chance, but he lost all his timing. 是红灯的错吗？假如没有那两盏红灯，站在那边，为你撑伞，为你盖多一件外套，牵着你的手的那一个，一定是我。不是，可能我犹豫了，那一霎那我知道她一个人，我就应该抛下一切地去，他做到了。Then the rain heavily fall, radio:"choi teuk has given up an international competition for the first time in his professional carrier with some unknown personal reasons." 车上的他，哭了。
After i sapu everything, i feel so empty, im still inside the 80s' early 90' when all the MC wear high waist jeans during outing and all the ajummas hav afros, watching lee sun hee debut stage on TV, having dinner on the floor wif a small table, so many emotion in 1 drama, 1 ep is 1.30hr, but nt even 1 min is boring, nt many gorgeous or handsome actors/actress are inside, just 1 incredible story, of 5 best friend's life that stayed in sangmundong, in the year 1988.
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