well, i think i did it, but... but... i guess i was too happy, well there is still like 10% chance though, it has a higher chance than opening a fb marvel lockbox. But FXXK, everything was good, smooth, the process was perfect, but why? careless? well i am a guy though... that cant be the reason == alright i admit, i was always stupid, i dont act stupid, because i already am. i really dont know, if i did something wrong, dun backstab me, take me on front, i will let u bash me, if i had been bash i wont make the same mistake, but whatever it happened. FXXK no its not ok zz, this is not an experience, this is regretful, i can die, z, amen

人生中的一小段之 "放长假"

我的人生一向来都有很朋友伴，所以你妈想觉得闷都有点难. After college, 就 fuck liao, not saying non-chinese cant be good friends, is just that, our interest are too different. I basketball, you football; I talk Nana, you talk Siti; I study you ponteng; I ponteng... you still ponteng... So, 我的学习人生 到上个月pause了一下， 你妈的， 4 months， 一下你个头. 整个二月，做了典型二世祖，eat sleep play burn money, until AEC hung recommend me to a job. Well, happy me and i told him, any job can do, as long as don't stay at home, so i called the boss, not knowing i am stepping in to the galaxy black hole @@ 7 hours, 5 days a week, rm1200, well, not bad at all. So monday i started the job~ the second i step in the room, its just like online game, every level of monsters are inside there, my sight is blinded, i am helpless, level 1, some more passive skill only, equipmentless, perfectly SCREWED. Wait, there are some people that their head showing their players ID, oh, there 5 ppl that are like me there, thank god~ but there is one calling me, she guide me through the whole day, even show me some ancient area skills. Come on guys, go online if there are people who still teach you but not cheat you, either they will cheat you one day or your luck came. Sadly the 1st day she offline 2 hours earlier than me, that 2 hours, was 1 of the @#$%^&* moment in my life. They aint no ratata or pidgey, noob one also can psybeam 9 you, you see articuno and zaptos flying everywhere, and you only got? 2 pocket balls down there. So to me, 在这残酷的战场上， 她是我唯一， 也是现在，我. And just when i got to know the other players, they told me, that she is leaving the game, after tomorrow. I was like, 你对我这么好， 难道是因为你把我当成你的接班人吗? Just think that i have to solo 40 of them 5 days a week until end of May alone, JUST IMAGINING MAKES ME CRY. But, the fact she is going will not change. Today's tuesday, there was an event, open monsters gathering, every level of monster inside the area and i am alone, helpless, she was a little late, just 2 or 3 minutes, 场面已经不堪, well, she still settled them for me, but i still cant imagine, tomorrow will be the last day i will see her. HOW TO SURVIVE WITHOUT HER? Before today, everyday i was: 12pm only wake up, mamak, basketball, dota, fb games, maybe piano a little and oh i am starting guitar to waste more time, than Xam only sleep. Before "before today": morning class, then think of how to ponteng, slacking, dreaming in class, basketball, yamcha, then exam time study like not chung yao like that. I always thought that was tough, and the only good thing is when i got to play. Now, 人生中(暂时)最大的乐趣, in shortly 3 days, gonna end... And in contrast, 人生中(3 months)最大的痛楚, well, it had started anyway, 比最大的痛楚更大的要降临了，跟我讲名句精华我就要你死,包你空乏其身. Well, you people always say, aiya, get fb or hp no lo, bitch please, balless here, have to keep for monsters. I think, i will use 1 of them, even though she is quite experienced, well, there is always the inexperience way to get something good experiencely, you know what i mean? well, i dont get it myself too~

To me beloved pik yin:

NXT SING K ON ME, YOU PAY 0, ANY COMPLAINS?