大海, 沙海

They say time is a factor, its not just for some specific shit, its for everything. We take time to improve ourself, sharpen our skills, bring ourself to another stage, bla bla bla. Well it sure take time, to realize that you were stupid, to realize you were yong shui, to realise you dont know anything, to realise that you are selfish, ego, prideful, sexist, facist, racist what ever cist you stupid motherfckers can think of, i had everything, proud to say that i am on my way clearing these caches and virus. So it might had took me 20 years, at least i realize them (quite late i guess, dont complain), well changing them is another story but at least i try to. But there are cases that 20 years and so going on cannot cure at all, how can he not know that he is bothering, harassing, disturbing what ever words u can think of kacau other people like nobody business and say: i ask only mah, i CAO, the whole head is full with what, money? earning? scamming? oh wise future genius of miracle in this century of society but no one is gonna like you, how can you not notice this, u scam others i can advice you, u scam me try to earn my money, do some homework bro, your friend here aint what eggtart retard, reject your OFFER is polite, to respect our friendship, you want more? tumbuk sama mata kau bagi mcm panda tak tidur 3d3n baru nak sedar, gone bro. And when time is the factor, when its 1 day u reach the shore, 1 month u jump into the surface, the more you try to dive in, its fckin dark, at first its smooth, u wont know when u will hit the surface, u wont know there is a shark inside, u jump inside because you trust this friend, well, baru tadi i stand on a surface. I had already reach the surface, walking for 2 years, hoping its not the end of the it, but 我他妈的, 2 words - 肤浅, the more i stay, i can only see nemo, 窄小, and its getting more and more obvious even an idiot like me can sense it, 明显. The sea thought she keep calm can cheat dao people dive in, 伪装, attracting people with everything it has to make itself look like tourism spot, 利用, but i am tired giving you chance, 失望, i decided to leave this piece of shit sea, 觉悟. Sometimes when the wind blows, 机会, she can actually create her own ombak by the wind, 借人过桥, without knowing that you need fckin gravity to make your fckin ombak, 为达目的, 不择手段. Whenever she feels tak syok, 季候风, halau aja poeple out, 自私自利. When i am swimming back up, i see tards diving in, 兵哥哥, and for some reasons they just enjoy floating, 以貌取人, I see idiots that saw the surface but dont wana accept that its so fckin shallow, 死不放弃(白痴), coming in like bangla invade, but all also take in, 欲擒欲纵. Dont so stupid la, its empty inside, 回头是岸, its all for show, once in as a soldier, die as a soldier, bury under the sea, 陷阱重重. Land breeze, 晚上, Soldier team P PC0708 guard the gate, sea breeze, 早晨 Team B PC1234 guard toilet, 换兵如衣. Today is the sea open day, well what a big day, might as well give it a try, poof i jump in, straight float out, its the same shit again and again, we were used as distraction, 凑时间, waiting for her ikan paus to swim in, 观音将军, in the meantime she is playing with her nemo ignoring us like she boss, 摆sien脸, diu we jio u reject la o0o you try your best create your own army, even the regulars (you know who) are deploying, you have my blessing, but i put a sign on the shore (danger hazard do not enter worst than 监狱风云), the only thing i regret is wasted so much time to discover this shit, enjoy your day with your paus kia!!