13/4

I have a pinky, make it 2. For some reason, both of them hate bending very much. When the other fingers are straight, i have no ctrl of the pinky at all, it will only curve when others curve, but sometimes, it still choose to stay straight.

I am aware of this fact since day 1, when i am playing games, holding mouse, plyin piano, and ***** in toilet, i do realize the pinky is not quite obedient. But it doesnt post much problem to me for the past 21 yrs so i never actually give a shit.

BUT TODAY, i am asked to do a simple yet not so simple job, tidy up the wires by covering it. . 

Its a EE box, full with wires. :D





Covering is easy, as long as ppl cant see from the outside, inside how you 左塞右塞，硬塞硬塞，再撈亂骨頭 dou no prob, its a bit leceh but i can handle this much.





 So what is not easy?
THE AC IS FREEKING ON.


So you should be able to guess the story, i climb up a chair, put the cover in, But then got 1 wire came out, so i use my hand to push it in,

Suppose the 1st row(abit red one and gt hole) is 240V (1 hit KO), and the 2 white biji below is taking in 489V (critical kill) from the "anthena" above (which provide voltage for every (10) ee boxes having duno how many V to burn my ass upside down). So for the 1st row, the red thing is the cover, the hole inside is the screw(directly touching the wire), so if my finger ter-put inside means...

So what happen is when i push the wire in, i make sure (100% sure) i avoid the whole thing, BUT my pinky somehow is... out, so it ter-touch the outside(red cover) and i was hit 24V (LUCKY SHIT) in 1sc... I was on the floor stunning for 5 mins, best experience in life, why drink smoke and drugs when u can be hitted with 24V free anytime by just touching the damn ee box? peace :D

8/4

I made a new friend call sia. He is master in mech engineering frm northingham in just the age of 23. You would think that he is some kind of genius or what BUT in frnt of me he is just-a-human :D since he is the youngest engineer there our friendship grow so much that we have like a 4-yrs friendship but we just met 4 weeks ago. So he tell me, there is a girl he like. I say u dont talk so much, fast fast confess, or else... i didnt really finish my sentence, so lets just leave that hanging. But sia is so selfish, dont even wana let me see his target punya picture (i know, he is just shy).

So for the past few days i have been brainwashing him to confess, using some k-drama, past experience, bullshits... He is a very bad talker, he talk so soft... as soft as zq, and he is as quiet as hung, and he speak like jh (str to the point without any bullshits). So yea, very bad in talking.. so after a few days discussion (i am so 8gua) he decide to jio her out during labors day (fri) so there is sat and sun to not give her extra reason to reject, somemore its 3 weeks be4 appointment, yea :D And he say they only met a few times, i say 距離不是問題, i meant how much they know each other, but he say 距離就是問題, she lives in Johor, gg. I didnt discourage him at all, i say i would drive him down johor is he got enough balls to buy her flower, i got enough seeing anymore love go lost by distance, buried over time and forgotten in the end.

Even after all the words i give him, i am just all talk, u think i am able to confess to the girl i like now? That idea wont even cross my head, and here i am acting like a 情聖 reading out my 聖經, forcing people to accept my ideals. wat if people is satisfy with his current relationship? what if the girl unfriend him after he confess? what if he suicide after he got rejected? I feel so irresponsible now, the older you got, your brain start thinking in another angle which somehow rotated a few thousand degree and mess up all the wires inside. I used to hate what im studying, uni makes me believe that 感情是可以培養的, i was expecting a 一見鍾情 for years and now everything changed. Thats why i tell him, you dont do it now, few more years ltr you wont remember why you love (her), and you lagi wont try to love (her) anymore. He say I am the only friend asking him to confess, all his friends ask him to wait the girl come KL to play, i shoot him:她TM帶男友來liao啦，分分鐘是老公，牽埋兒子叫你叔叔，看你那時還告個屁!

My SJKC was a very closed life, guys dont even talk to girls, everyone speak cina and split to gangs, 河水不犯井水. then til college i realize not talking to other people will cause you "death", cos you lost gang, alone, and dont possess any information. And after learning all those interactive stuff, come up to uni, even this company, is just like my SJKC, cina dont talk with each other much, split gang, guys dont talk to girls (AT ALL), malays stick with each other (majority), no other races here... I am most probably the best english speaker in the company, i feel ashamed... Come here no matter how hard you dont have chance to talk with any girls (engineering + diff department + cina babi style, see friends only talk), if my working life is like this, i am pretty sure i will end up a monk, 真是前途無量... i am gonna do sales.... imma hook customers :D