10/8

这么多年了，每个人应该有他自己拿手的东西；有些事一个人做的，有些事需要别帮的。大多数生活上东西都是自己一个人做的，只有少数需要到别人。那种聚会，游戏，运动，功课讨论什么的，都是Kacau到不能的事。

我很喜欢和别人一起做事，可以在同样的事上，遇到不一样的人。就像打仗一样，不用很厉害武功，华佗诸葛亮还不是人人抢着要？在一个Gang里，一定要有一个Boss；做么呢？因为就算你是Boss，强逼大家去唱K，都有本事Fail。明明已经成功了，但最后最预想不到人竟然拒绝。但是假如没有Boss，一切是空谈，可能没人会提起。

打篮球，有很多方法赢；就像一条大便有很多种颜色，形状，味道。我不是个个精，但我会我自己一套，可是和别人一起时，你自己那一套，人家会不会？能不能？跟不跟？站在别人立场看东西是一个非常伟大，重要，同时是个很笨的行为。明明可以有一个这么容易的方法进球，但你们就死死要站到远远射球，这时你可能就会发火，直接骂他，你很准吗？你不能传吗？要练射球去对面！但是，这是当一组只有一个笨蛋你才可以这样；假如4对4，3个都是“神”射手，你能怎样？叫他传，另一个人也是射不进；这时的我就会这样想，既然3个都不会跑传，那只好帮他们补篮，希望他们粒粒进。做么要做到这样？3个白痴，不如回家？做么要委屈自己玩到这样不开心？赢了也是他们3个开心，辛苦了你。

这就是现实，几年前开始就注意到的现象；不是每个人都会教你，但就算你愿意解释，也不是每个人愿意学。但是，你会的东西，就一定对吗？站外线射球，其实并没有错，只要你每3粒会进1粒，都算挺准，其他我帮你补，也算得上是一种战术。一定要玩跑传吗？跑到那么辛苦，传错失球，传到也未必进，跑的份量却多了一倍，虽然说是高级战术，不见得可以打败射手。假如人家用你觉得笨到不行的方法打败你，你会怎么想？那家伙就是站在那边，不管你怎样，球到他手，We are doomed。

当你熟一样东西，自然有自己的一套，看见别人用奇奇怪怪的方式做和你同样的东西，难免会偷笑。你会怪他们笨，学不精，但是假如他们的方法其实是Work的时候，你又会看回自己，这些年来坚持的一套，有错吗？不改变，会像Nokia一样被淘汰吗？但是现在的我用这一套做的好好的，有需要变吗？

有需要用到Teamwork的东西，往往没有正确的答案，只要结果满意，过程根本没人理你。但在这么多年，一直learn, develop, improve, change, communicate, analyse, copy, 你会发现你自己就算打了这么多年球，你还是很渺小的。坚持或改变，两者之间也没有对错，但有一样必须做的，就是接受。你可以不跟，但是你不可以否定别人，也不能只固执自己。当你做到什么都可以接受的Level时，突破就在指尖。

8/7

Cant believe i wake up in tears dreaming of me spilling the soup after few hrs of lining up for a famous kari mee, wtf much more sad, stupid, and more regretful things had happened i also dun giv a shit, and i cry over fckin kari mee. Power of Kdrama, emotions are shared and felt through the stupid monitor. I never wanted to watch this drama, cos the name and thumbnail look stupid, "another miss oh".

This Kdrama is dumb. DK wife name OHY ditch him the day of marriage; after a year a guy name TJ is getting marry to a girl name OHY, so to get revenge DK made the guy bankrupt, and then oni find out the OHY are both different people. 

First thing, how can this mistake happen? u dont even bother checking the person and cos of the name u go and boom ppl, kidding me. 

But it completely hook me up, the whole drama successfully str my emotion up. OHY , because of her name (the other OHY is more pretty, smart, they same school, everytime kena compare), she at school kena bully, when ppl call her name, but they r nt finding her, her work was a mess as well, kena bully by supervisor, and 1 day boom fiancee break up wif her telling her "i hate the look of ur face when u eat" (actually he going to jail cos bankrupt). Total wreck, her life was a mess, she was gonna get marry, which is her only best thing in life, pitifully got screwed.

The nice thing to watch is how she handle all this stress. She nvr had consider suicide or killing someone else. She walks confidently to work even thou everyone laugh at her for cancelling marriage the day be4 it, she even cheat everyone telling them she is the one that cancel it, make her sound less embarassing. Goes aroung telling everyone i dump that guy cos he sucks, wearing heavy make up and killing high heels, going blind dates every few days, every night drink until fully wasted, then nxt day go to work like a boss agn. Doesnt matter who talk shit to her, she totally accept and ignore, but when no one is watching, how much tears, how much sadness in the eyes, My life is ruined, but i still have to go on. The mistake was stupid, but how it impact on the MC life, wow tis drama is one hell of a genius. 1 fckin mistake of 2 ppl life, turn in to a 20ep drama, of cos there are some side character, but it mainly revolve among the 2 OHY.

Sad when u r always compared to someone, cos of their excellence u ll always be neglected, always belittled, even after that ur life get screwed juz cos of ur fckin name. Haven finish the whole thing can feel the characters emotion dy, kidding me soup, kidding me.