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human are such complex biology, might be more to psychology, but its still super no logic. alright, dont talk about others, let me try to understand myself first. i remember i never listen to songs, then i started with those epic rap songs by jc, after that i go crazy for jpop for a few years, and wtf go insane for kpop, and these flames go low low low... to fish leong~ ballad~ how can the genre change so dramatically?!?! last time, i aint into sports at all, then i started badminton, then go crazy for basketball, its like my youth 14-17 4 golden years, 12pm hot sun 42 degree, raining heavily sky as dark as 12am, 5am, 1pm, 4pm, 9pm, even til 12am, as long as there is a ball and a hoop, i will play. i remember i hate music so much, cos last time the piano teacher duno teach la (its definitely my fault), then i started by remembering a song by notes, then can randomly cover for any shit songs, and i even bought a guitar now, shit me for hating music so long. i remember last time i watch cartoon, dexter? power puff? ed edd eddy? then go coocoo for anime~ bleach naruto 1piece fairy tales apa pun watch. ah then lai liao hk drama, fuuuaa hot!! now, korea drama and taiwan drama also watching. last time we dont gather, then we started to go singk movie and stuff, now every week also mamak. well, these are all still logic, here comes the not so logic part. for me, i cant hate a person, u may burn my hse, slice me half, steal my gf, dafaq i just duno how to hate you. but hell, its so easy to fall for a person. u will fall no matter wat age you are, 12? 20? no diff, no matter how old she is, same age? younger? older? no diff, u will still fall for her, no matter wat ouside she hav, fat? short? ugly? not a factor at all, and you will still fall no matter wat inside she have, stupid? crazy? well, you dont fck because, you fell~ you dont tell me wat wat lj hormones wat wat cb brain i have, i dont care, blood vessels are not wires, u cant just V = iR, no sense. is it only me? cos i fell for someone so easily. i myself love surprises, but people around are just too dull. surprise doesnt need to be big, small unexpected are just fine. you see people bored sitting beside you, plug 1 of your earphone and suck it into his ear. you see the person spacing out, whack his ass. you are bored, and you know he is bored too, just press his doorbell first, think what to do after. may not be that surprising, but try that on me, i will be like, wtf?! yea somethn like that. when i fell for someone, i dont think of what surprises i ll get, i am thinking, what to give her, cos i dont have the balls to say i love you, that is for sure, this guy(me) suck right? so, i would do something stupid, well, its actually work cos the relationship got a lot closer, but mostly, gao xia gao xia, jiu friend liao lo, either you friendzone me (happens everywhere) or i friendzone you (dreaming). so if i conclude saying i love you will either make a girlfriend or lost a girl-friend, is the statement correct? if its that way, i aint getting a gf forever, cos some round shape object isnt there for me. if the girl confess(just if), very paiseh... dare nt accept... tips a little la~ oh no, u have to tip a lot cos i am stupid. so where was i... oh yea, i can fall for a person easily, fall for 6 years ada, fall for 6 days pun ada, well since i nvr confess at all, screw it. girls, be happy, cos i nvr confess to you~ of cos i ada pakai cermin setiap hari, i sendiri pun tau, muka takda, body takda, duit tak banyak, otak tak pandai, open mouth then zha people, talk crap no talk fact, 2moro exam 2day start drama 1st episode, lagi cakap i lagi sad, so i decided to jump into my bed, and slpt.