weekEND

well, there goes the golden 72 hours, dissapointed? actually, no, but sad. well u cant group sad and dissapointed together, cos it aint gonna happen anyway, so u are expecting something out of nothing, more or less i know its impossible, so i dont feel that dissaponted, BUT SAD? YEA? IT DIDNT HAPPEN. so when u r down, u dont feel like eating, u dun feel like playing, you dont feel like watching the last episode of the latest drama, you dont feel like touching the basketball you loved most, you dont even wana open garena plus, tetris u will mix up the shapes, diamond dash mix up all the colours, even watching porn u will mix up the genders. well, never had a girlfriend before, but u cant say i am dry, i just left the cage after 6 years trapped in a story, well i admit i was a bad writer, my story started bad, ended worse, since i was the writer, i apologise to the characters inside. eventhough its bad, but i was at least a writer, so at least u can say i am experienced, but dafaq, my wall was destroy in just a few hours. i always wanted to have first sight love, no matter what race(except some), age, as long as u r a girl, i can accept you. i dont need big boobs, for god sake remind me of the dictator(movie); i dont need a very pretty face, since there wont be a girl that will be prettier than fany; i dont need special, u dont need to be very good in studies, or music, or sports, or any other talents, because i have neither one as well. i looked in to the mirror everyday, of cos i know, i have nothing, empty inside, empty outside, so i will never be picky about my other half, the girl you wan to look always is different than the one u wana be wif always. when u see other people broke up, u will always be able to find words to consult them, the guy isnt worth you crying, the girl aint pretty at all, love isnt everything in your life, of fck cos i know all this, its just that, when it happen to yourself, all the resistors were simplify by Thevenin, and the voltage was jus 1V, made it easy for the currect to enter, juz 1 way, all the way in, and there goes, POOP! the bulb just cant take it~ well, she did nothing, it just happen like in 1U, someone walk pass you and gently touched you, current still go through since electrons were already charged, yes, the electrons dont need to do anything, they just need to meet each other, and that day, we met. {You dont know me, i dont know you, i was new, u reach out for me, u taught me everything u knew, u talked to me like a friend, u kept somethn frm me and i try my best not to ask, our gap were too wide, but i dont care, its just that the time was not enough, for me to share...} (p/s: its not lyrics, no copyright) its 3 days of heaven and 3 months of hell, days without you described as hell tidak melampau langsung, but i will never regret my decision not quitting this job that aint suitable for me, ur timetable, ur drawer, ur room, for now is mine, this period, i will see the world u see, i will do the things you do, we will share the same thought, so the next time i see you, i dont need another account, because i registered, and we synchronized