14/2

today was never a special day for me, never.. but everytime you are drive into a corner, things that u dont wana remember somehow just like to come out of no whr. How i spend my midnight, i came bck on 9pm heard ppl asking for yamcha, and straight lead me to giv rejection. I dont see why i should go, its boring, and i just ate, and i found out that this tea session exist after i go through the most dreadful paper in my life, so i shall pass. I am thinking of relaxing, maybe dota? then ni pass by the traffic light, i decide to Uturn from behind maluri to cheak out the court. Its usually pack, but that doesnt stop me from checking, and finally this day come. empty court. I was so excited and grateful that i skip tea and come here, shooting free throw alone clears my mind. Then someone came, oh its kingz from COC :D we played 1v1, of cos i cant beat him, he can be consider as a full time basketball player, he earn money while playing game no matter win or lose, his fulltime is a car-window sticker. but recently he got a new job to coach SMKTBM girls team. He told me bout his story coaching them for a week, from total beginners to msswp 1st runner up and no3 (U15, U18). I can see from his eyes, sincerity, wet eyes, how happy he is even though they lost to chong hwa, they created their own history. Envy was my only emotion back then, rather than struggling wif papers, i rather struggle wif my life. Not only that, i taught more than 3 of my friends somethn and they cant do it until now, or maybe they done want to. Of cos not everythn that i said is correct, but the feeling of ignored, u noe? nvm i noe jiu hao liao. Girls in 1 week can play interzone, our gang play 4 yrs still losing to kids, pls this is not kiasu, is pure disappointment TT From envy, other feeling like sad and angry come out everywhr.... suddenly no mood liao... then go home, door lock, so go lim hse slp... and this is juz the start of the day... valentines day,,,

noon dota, lose 3 games, disappointment again,,. tmr gt exam? whr got mood to study liao.. i went back to the basketball court again, my slipers are torned to half, forced to wear shoe. In the end, bball is the only thing that calms my mind, u have to focus 120% on the court, no matter is ally enemy ball or floor, u dont pay attention to the floor u might pokai :D well, i played my own, still got lose, but i dont nid to be angry for the team sake, so its quite satisfying

night go zh hse, mama got biskut giv his mama, my leg alrdy lembik + not enof slp, but nvm if not giv now weekdays lagi susah, me and lim go, aunty see us, the phrase of the day:
2 of u wear red shirt, come see aunty on Valentines..... wan dan liao lo... :D